I always miss him! Some days it feels like someone tore my heart, like it is literally breaking. We've never been apart this long, its like he is never coming back. My sweet little children are suffering as well. My son is permanently attached to me because he is afarid that I'll abandoned him too. It breaks me to see him cry after me when I leave. Now I know his daddy didn't abandon him but all he knows is that daddy isn't there at the end of the day and he love his daddy! Some days everything reminds me that I'm alone! Driving the car, getting myself and the kids ready, my baby laughing at me, my son wanting to wrestle, and my half empty bed at night! Today is one of those days!
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